But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake,

but no one cared enough to save her from this self hate

things were going down never really up

and here she is now stuck in this stupid rut

She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild

"look at me now are you proud of your precious child"

it's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death

 

"I'm sorry dad but this world is just not my place

I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in

I've come to realise this world is full of sin

there's nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space

I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race

it's a disgrace I was misplaced

born in the wrong time and in the wrong place

it's okay though cause you'll se me soon

You’ll when your times come just look at the moon

As it shines bright throughout the night

And remember everyone’s facing their own fight

But I can’t deal with the pain I’m not fighter

You’ll make it through the night just hug your pillow tighter

So let the world know that I died in vain

‘cause the world around me is the one to blame

And I know in a year you’ll forget I’m gone

‘cause I’m not really something to be dwelled on

My presence on this earth isn’t needed any longer

And if anything I hope this makes you stronger

You’re the best friend that I ever had

Such a shame I had to make you so very sad

Just remember that you meant everything to me

And to my heart you’re the only one who held the key

Now it’s time to go I’m running out of space to write

And yes I lost my fight but please just hold on tight

I’m watching over you from the clouds above

I’m sending down the purest and whitest dove

To watch over you and be my helpful eye

So this is it world

Goodbye…"

 

Basket linne : Cubus 179kr

BH : Cubus 129kr

Cykelbyxor/leggings : Ginatricot 79kr

Keps : Ginatricot 99kr

Klänning : Bikbok 99kr

Top: missäy 189kr

Dörrhängare: lagerhaus 79kr

Sen får vi skjuts hem! Kommer va gött att få sova i sin egen säng känner jag! :) 

Åkte iaf helix idag haha bilden går ju att diskutera asså! Haha Malcolm B var iaf i kön med oss och sen fick man se Timbuktu live också! Fett nice! 

Har köpt en massa roligt som jag tänkte visa er imorgon! För inatt när jag kommer hem så ska jag sova direkt som sagt :) 

Men men hörs mer senare eller imorgon!